My Family.....

....is as close to my heart as you can get. Sure, sometimes I complain about my parents, sometimes I don't understand their behavior, I disagree with them on many topics (just today Dad and I have argued about the conflict in Georgia and Russian political situation), I can sometimes be judgemental towards my family, that is all true. But you know what, regardless what I say, the right to critize my parents or sister will always remain my right and MY right ONLY.

Yes, I have an uncle and an aunt, and yes they are directly related to my dad, but I will stand for my parents till the end of times, and I will never put anybody other than my sister before them. NEVER. If I hear than anybody is judging my parents or my sister, if I hear or come to know that anybody is insulting them or just plain hurting their feelings, God help those people, because I don't care if they are related to me, but they will NEVER have the same respect or trust from me EVER AGAIN, they will never be able to rely on my help, they will never be treated the same by me. Maybe it's the wrong way to live, maybe God would want me to behave otherwise, but if God wants to punish me for feeling pain for my parents and sister, for having a backbone and standing up for them, for taking it personal and acting upon it so nothing would harm them again, then I guess I will deal with God's punishment when the time is for me to stand before Him. But here, on Earth God gave me a family, who loves me, who will never betray me, my parents and my sister. And I will NEVER let anybody do harm to them and walk away like nothing has happened. No, I won't do anything illegal, but I will not be forgiving, and I am not willing to give people second chances. I am sorry, but most of us have one chance at living this life....The harm that is done by harsh, unfair, insulting words can never be taken back.....

I don't like family feuds, but seeing as I am in the midst of one, I will stand by my parents' side and will put every bit of strength that I have to defend them and protect them. My family is all that I have on this Earth, it's people who will never betray me, I trust my parents and my sister completely, I would trust them with my life, I can't say that about anybody else, not even the closest friends!!! And I think some people can't even say that about their own parents or siblings, so I am blessed and I know it!!! I love my family to death and how I wish that nobody and nothing would ever caused them pain.