Monday, January 7, 2008

I want back home...

...There are times in this life when I want to be in different places. Most of the time I want to return to the past and pretend like some changes have not happened. I don't mind being in Russia for the most part, but there are times when I want to go back home. When I want to be in my own house in Minneapolis, when I want to be the headess :) of the household. I want to be able to control when I am alone and who I invite for the company. I want to be able to see my husband more often and know that I will only have to go without him for 4-5 days at a time.

No, nothing really happened. I don't mind living with my sister and her friend. It's just that sometimes I miss my house and miss my husband. I want to return to my life 6 months ago. Sometimes things around me make my happiness go away, and when I was in Minneapolis I was sad very rarely, from what I can remember at least.

I loved spending a week with Matt, I miss him the most right after we see each other. Anyway, no, I am not depressed, not very sad, just thinking out loud here at this very moment.

3 comments:

Cog In Training said...

Well you will be back soon. But one question I have is, is 'headess' a real words? Just wondering?

Cog In Training said...

Hey I turned on Email notification for your blog. So you should get emails when people comment. Hope it works.

ruzik said...

Well, you are the head of the household, and since I did not want to say that i am the head, I made up the word "headess". If it is not a real word (which I am sure it is not), then it definitely should be :)